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[foundjuanting]

[One Juan Borgia's bedroom, a little lounge area by the window, a fuckton of pillows on it, and a Juan resting on them. Go]

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[maleborgia]

It is not a thing necessary for life or its continuation, nor is it naturally desirable to the body. It must be must be insisted upon because it is at first rejected.

[foundjuanting]

But it still grows in the wild, natural does not mean good for the body or the soul.

[maleborgia]

I did not make the point to argue semantics with you. You know what definition I intended.

[foundjuanting]

Yes yes, I know.

[maleborgia]

Regardless, I am pleased. How do you feel?

[foundjuanting]

like I made a wrong choice.

[maleborgia]

Why?

[foundjuanting]

Because I fear that I will need it, and I will have that option no longer.

[maleborgia]

You will find other options. Everyone here does.

[foundjuanting]

[...looking at some of his broken stuff]

Yes, but is it like this?

[maleborgia]

You are too attached to it already. It is better that you break off from it now.

[foundjuanting]

I meant my brother's... destructive habits.

[yeah picking up the remains of a lamp.]

I was fond of this one.

[maleborgia]

I'll get you another one. Come with me to the attic. There are some things in storage up there.

[foundjuanting]

[Starting to pack]

There will be no need

[maleborgia]

You are leaving? I thought we had agreed that would not be necessary.

[foundjuanting]

My brother thought it was.

[maleborgia]

Why?

[foundjuanting]

He is simply tired of me, as are you, and I would have some distance between us as well. The hotel is a fine enough place for now.

[maleborgia]

*this is a hand on your arm, moving you away from the packing*

I am not tired of you, Juan. I am tired of this fight.

[foundjuanting]

Then perhaps I now see the wisdom of leaving.

[Going back to packing]

[maleborgia]

*leaning against the wall* What do you mean?

[foundjuanting]

He did not take the offering, leaving it for me to decide if I would make use of it. However I will have no rest from either of you if I do so. Yet still I would need it in dealing with him and other matters here. So I will remove myself until this is no longer a problem.

[maleborgia]

Then stay here and avoid him. I showed you how to tell if he is looking for you.

I feel you are making a rash decision. Let me speak with him first. If he will let you be, then stay.

[foundjuanting]

No, I believe I'm making the right one. Take heart brother, you have both of us no longer underfoot.

[Annnd packed and heading out]

[maleborgia]

Juan. I need your help.